Edina Hall

Beloved Church Family,

I have been reflecting on our recent Day of Discovery in the journey to call a new rector.

My thoughts have been captivated from the probing questions, table conversations, fear of having too little food, those who love incense to those who abhor it, “high” church versus “low” church, comments from The Rev’d Canon Royals and how it was all navigated skillfully and lovingly by The Rev’d Canon Anita Braden. 

We have entered a special and holy time in the life of a parish. Listening to and ascertaining the call of a new priest and leader comes with both fear and excitement.

It also comes with a little suffering and a little loss.

In our lesson today, we meet Jesus foretelling of his death and resurrection. It is not a message that Peter (at least) is willing to hear much less embrace. Jesus, however, is very clear.

“… Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me. For whoever wants to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for me will find it.” (Matthew 16:24-25) 

At first glance, it appears that we are only asked to give up hopes, dreams, possessions, and even families and friends to save our lives, but it is more than that.  It is an invitation to willingly let go, be open and embrace God’s call and new life. Even (and especially) if it is not our own plan.

So, while I might cling tightly to the thurible, I will loosen my grip and let go.

I will pray for the Search Committee, the Vestry, our current leaders and each other—my church family. 

Most importantly, I pray for those who enter this journey on the other side seeking us and a community that may not know it yet but will be called to let them go and begin again. 

Somewhere the Holy Spirit is nudging someone, and God is calling them to us and a new life for everyone. 

I don’t need to get in the way.

Letting go to let God in, 

—Edina